You remember, when people asked you what you were doing with your life, you gave a somewhat audible answer, but really had no clue. Well here I am, 12 years later and I still have no clue.
Do I get a new full time job? Do I pick a part time job and keep up with my Aflac accounts? Do I pick a part time job and go back to school so I can get a job I'd actually enjoy?
I think when Maya came along and I had to skip a big chunk of that part of my life, I just figured I didn't need to think about it. I was wrong. I also figured I'd just stick with Aflac for the rest of my working years, but things change and it isn't for me anymore.
Well, I know what I WANT to do. I WANT to go back to school, but I'm a grown up now and I should pry get a new job.. pry.
But then I'll be stuck in a dead end job for a good portion of my life. I won't be happy.
Then there is the time factor. Hell, I can barely keep up with my house, kids, husband and work part time. How am I supposed to add school into the mix.
I need a magic 8 ball or something.
But then I have talked to kids, kids that are at the age where they have to start adulthood and I've given them very good advice "Don't pursue what you think you SHOULD, go after what you WANT". If you're dreaming and can't make it, you have the rest of your life to pick yourself up and find something boring to do. At least you can say you tried and you won't spend the rest of your life wondering "what if?".
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this is so frickin easy it's not funny. if you dont do this, and you want to, but decide it's too much, then you'll just be 2 or 4 years from now. if you do it, and it doesnt payback ROI at least the time will be spent doing something to give you a chance. Go with right decision and forget the possible variance in results. youre gonna be tired either way -- get yer ass in school. you know the answer.